Saturday, April 02, 2005
What a party, and what a heart stopper.
My initial intentions were to get so intoxicated so i could for a brief moment forget about my insecurities and pains. I somewhat half acheived it at cup number 15, with my walk no longer stable, and my sanity slowly waning, i thought i could juz lay back and enjoy that little alcohol buzz.
KZ! i thought u were spose to send me home! u shoulda known better than to have drunk 2 waterfalls and a lambo! what were u thinking? even i could only take 4 lambo tops and i heard that 1 waterfall equates to 2 lambos, putting u one lambo above the safety limits!
Adjusting my tie and my suit, cool jo took over, sobering up in a matter of moments and dealing with my little rescue mission together with 2 other unexpected companion, Rayvin and Feng Hao.
Are you alright KZ? im still worried about you, will go down to visit if ya not discharged by tomorrow.
How bout me poor world? why must i always be strong and not juz fall so that others can pick me up, hold my hands and tell me every once in a while that everything is alright! im no angel, no immortal but very much human. Love me and care for me, for I now stand at the brink of insanity and lucid clarity waiting for someone to carry me through.
O God give me back my wings in these times of insecurities and doubt.
Posted by Jo