Monday, May 05, 2008
Oh my gosh, its been close to 2 weeks since the MOE interview, and the moment of truth will be upon me shortly. A big envelope spells joy, and a small one equates rejection. Though i have rationalized that i will 90% get the award, the teeny probability of failure has spooked me. Tonight, i spent an hour obsessing about the outcome, googling fellow applicants on their blogs to see if they have received their outcomes. I even read through past applicants that have either succeeded or failed in their application. Its unlike me, im actually feeling insecure. But wait, im usually insecure, or at least that's the side of me all of you get to see through this window to my mind. Not so big after all, not so almighty when your future lies in the hands of your future employers. Its a simple act of yes or no, to be judged upon your stack of paper qualifications and records testifying to your good works, and the words which spewed forth from your mouth when you were made to defend your passion and fervour for the task at hand. Creepy, but i hope i win this.
Posted by Jo